And despite all my best efforts, my partner still seems hesitant to get engaged.
I don't even know if I want to be married at this point in time,
But I feel useless. I mean, he doesn't even want to marry me. I'm too pushy, I'm too young, I don't have enough money, I don't have this, I don't have that.
i have love though, but that isn't enough.
i have so much love.
this isn't much of a post, but I just wanted to get it out there. Not that he reads anything I post here.