All The Words.

It's just hit me. Cancer. Fucking cancer.

Marriage.

I've been in a relationship for 6 years now,

And despite all my best efforts, my partner still seems hesitant to get engaged.

I don't even know if I want to be married at this point in time,

But I feel useless. I mean, he doesn't even want to marry me. I'm too pushy, I'm too young, I don't have enough money, I don't have this, I don't have that.

i have love though, but that isn't enough.

i have so much love.

this isn't much of a post, but I just wanted to get it out there. Not that he reads anything I post here.

OK.

Pretending.

Have you ever felt like smiling because it's so, so much easier than explaining to someone what is wrong?

Is pretending to feel happy so wrong anyway?

Cute Thing For Today.

Moments.

It's crazy how a month can feel like a year.
I wish I knew a fairy, or a genie, and I could wish it all away.
It just sucks, you know.
When someone that you love so much, gets sick, and you don't know what to do.
It shakes up your world. That one moment.
That one fucking moment when you hear something you don't want to hear.
You get a different perspective on things. Your eyes all of a sudden have a new view.
Your love feels different.
Your life feels different,
You feel different.
All because of these moments. These fucking moments.

Two Sides.

Get Away.

What I wouldn't give?