Hello.

Hello again blog,

It's been a while,
And even more of a while between sporadic postings late at night.

I abandoned you. I know I did. And in a way I abandoned love, and romance, and sweet kisses.
I've lost that happy feeling, that romantic feeling.
I guess I'm lost. Lost in a world of complete sadness currently. I feel so much less in love than I did last year. And this sadness is occuring because of an accumalation of things in my life, not necessarily my relationship. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard spot.

So, I'm back for now. I don't know how long I'll be around. But I'm creating my own little journey back to happiness, and I'm going to be posting about it on here.

So I leave you with a smile, and hope. Tomorrow will be a better day. A sunnier day.

One In 6 Billion.

Video Games.

It's you, it's you, it's all for you,
Everything I do,
I tell you all the time,
Heaven is a place on earth with you.

Lana Del Rey - Video Games

Drink Up.

Eventually.

What happens when all is said and done,
Should we just go ahead fall apart,
I'm tired of fighting,
I'm tired of trying,
It'll eventualy break my heart.

Partings.

There's nothing worse than being so close to someone,

only for it to vanish in an instant,

all of a sudden you're left feeling like there was never anything there to begin with,

like they never really cared.

Leap.

Take a leap of faith with me, my love?

We'll dive head first into the unknown,

Take my hand, my sweet darling,

And a bright, light you will see,

Hovering at the end of the tunnel

To our dreams.

Run with me, my everything

Follow me there,

there's a world beyond our own,

To explore and share,

Take a leap of faith with me,

I'll catch you when you fall.